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I completed my 3years Diploma in Polytechnic .
I start work as an auditor as my family wish .
I complete my Laughter , Joy n Happiness in Polytechnic .
Now , am a big girl in this big big world .
What should i gonna do alone ??
Can i move forward or should i turn backword ??
Sometimes i really cant made my own decision ,
really cant take any risk by my own ,
I need some one ...
to LOVE me
to HUG me
to LISTEN my words
to SHARE my world
to WIPE my Tears
to TALK my unhappiens n my happines
Now , at this moment i really need you .
I really need you .
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Ya Allah , maaf kan hamba MU kerana menyakiti Muhammad Hazawan Mohamad..
Sara tak ada niat nak buat cam tu ,
tp bila sampai pada bulan2 tertentu sara tak boleh kawal diri sara ...
Kesian awak semalam , kita patut gembira semalam tapi saya buat awak sedih ... =(
Awak , saya minta maaf sangat - sangat kat awak..
Awak , terima kasih kerana tak pernah nak tinggalkan saya ...
Awak , saya memang EGO tinggi sebab tu mulut saya susah nak minta maaf kat awak ..
TAPI , saya sentiasa menyesal dan takut yang awak akan tinggalkan saya suatu hari nanti ,
saya tak nak kehilangan awak ,
AWAK PENTING dalam HIDUP saya..
Saya perlukan awak untuk bimbing saya ,
untuk ajar saya erti kehidupan ,
untuk bawa saya ke jalan yang betul ,
Hazwan , awak sangat2 penting dalam hidup saya walaupun saya tak cakap depan2 awak ...
Terima kasih kerana menghargai saya ,
Terima kasih kerana menyayangi saya ,
Terima kasih untuk segala - galanya ...
SARAHNAZIRAH BINTI FAIRUZ SHAH LAL SAYANG SANGAT KAT MUHAMMAD HAZWAN BIN MOHAMAD
Semoga jodoh kite direstui dan berkekalan -AMIN-
Huh , its been a long time i didnt went to sec 20. yeah ! i totaly miss my aunt and my family !
When i was with HAN , i need to take care of HAN heart . But now , no more , i feel free to do what i want .
Now my aunt family also good to me already , they glad to hear that am with Hazwan.
But i NOT putting 100% hope on Hazwan .
i scare 1 day i will get bored .
i scare i'll do a bad thing as i done with HAN .
Yesterday , a bad things happen . Its was the 1st and last time for me .
I really fobia and regret on it !!!!
Lucky ALLAH gave me a chance to change !!
i'll not do it again !!
24 / 10 / 2011 - its my Poli Convo Day . My classes start at 2pm ,but now am in Poli already .
just wanna accompany Hazwan .
i hope he is my last person that am in love with .
after i done my studies i wanna find a job and help my family .
my 1st aim is an wash machine for my mom n dad.
hopefully i get a job quickly.
thats all ( sArAhnAzirAh)
Lama nye x tulis Blog ni.
Ermm , banyak sangat benda yang berlaku sejak akhir2 ni.
sekejap sakit gastrik la , sakit kaki la , then asyik bergaduh dgn hazwan je.
Kenapa ek?
Aku plak jenis yang x erti nak bersabar and cepat je nak melenting.
kesian kat wan. tp......
aku da cube berubah , tapi still susah nk bersabar.
EGO aku tinggi.
Blog2 , tolong la aku ubah perangai aku ni..
aku takut dengan perangai aku ni , aku akan kehilangan seseorang.
Tadi aku tersepak almari plak , memang sakit la kaki aku.
apa la malang sangat kan aku ni..
Tapi aku nak doakan family aku sihat and dimurahkan rezeki -AMIN-
aku rindu mak aku..
tu je untuk kali ini. =)
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huhhhh, today i let go a person that i loved for almost 5years.
why am i so cruel now days?
why i change my feelings?
GOH SHU HAN ,
i know i cant take back my words to you..
i just hope you will be happy with other girls ,
i just hope you and your family live happily ,
i just hope you will forgive me ..
MUHAMMAD HAZWAN ,
i hope yur love is true ,
i hope i make a right choice..
to night i feel my heart n soul empty .
am all alone at KL Sentral .
i don know where to go , and with who to talk...
i just hope my feelings will get better soon.
anyway , am sorry to those who hurted...